How (Eye) Feel, by Vᵀᴴ

How (Eye) Feel

by Vᵀᴴ

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JALENKWRIGHT Vᵀᴴ takes a risk on 'How (Eye) Feel' by crafting soul food rhymes in a time of microwave music. His artistry will not allow him to overexert himself: Vᵀᴴ seldom overdelivers as he smoothly shifts energy between stream-of-conscience verses ("The 14th"), mantras ("Lazarus Zone"), and party songs ("Good Time"). Shouts out to Max Vista for offering introspective bars ("9 at 5") and also providing hard-pounding production throughout the album. Their live performances are high energy and hype a crowd! Favorite track: life is good.

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1.	anaheim, 1991 03:12	lyrics	buy track
What a wonderful of a life I’ve lived through, wait What a hell of a day I’ve lived I can bring all of your men to attention With no attention to give All of the time that it took me to lift the Weight from the pressure within Took out more time just to get to the old me I don’t know quite how to live HOW CAN I LIVE? When I’m stuck inside the puzzle & all that I have is my word HOW CAN I LIVE? I been lying everyday & you people been workin my nerves I understand I could get it the top Do you not know I been thinking & crying & stressing My life is real good but a lot So many questions, I’m put on the spot Sometimes I feel that nobody cares Not to be THAT one, I’m just speaking my peace An emotion that’s often shared Add to a choice never really dared I need some help, are you really there? Pinching my skin, am I really here? I was real worried a time Depression was all of my life I didn’t care like Why I would lie? What am I on? Who is this girl? What is this song? Why the fuck can’t I get out of this bed? Why is it all of this noise in my head? Why can’t I tell her I’m done here, I’m scared I’ve been too ready to dump all this dread I couldn’t wait for the moment to pass I’m doing good homie, glad that you asked. I was born ready to walk to the throne, not on my own Took me a second to roam, skipped over stones Realized that nothing was wrong I determined that the future could chill I took it home & I made me a deal Turned all my aimless to all of my will I said to all of my demons, let’s get it Its this or die so you better get get with it Where does intention meet all of the style? How can I make this last more than a mile? Probably can’t do all this shit on my own Know if I need you I’ll pick up the phone I’m really grateful to be here today Not really something I thought I should say Took the time out to love what is real Wake up tomorrow, like how do eye feel?
2.	let it out 03:40	lyrics	buy track
I’ve been thinkin lately, why is it that I am disrespected I’m just a brother slangin words and rhymes to feel collected Talkin mental, it’s another way to heal the psyche Won’t get violent on you people, I’ll just ask politely Don’t ever call me out my name I won’t reach out my hand They say the greatest enemies are just the biggest fans If it’s that way in this rat race I’m so conflicted I don’t bring drama to my life and still this way is wicked I wake up early in the morning, brush my teeth and put my shoes on Hate the state of things but you won’t catch me with my blues on Those that recognize me know the chains imposed are too long Wonder when I’ll make it but part of me’s saying move on Groove on to the smooth song and dance all night Speak the word from the center & it turns into light Take everything in my way put it behind me, timely When I make my moves they are blinding Yours neverminding I find it likely, I be sitting on the high key Cleanse it all & heal the world nightly I find it likely, I be sitting on the high key Cleanse it all & heal the world nightly I find it likely, I be sitting on the high key Cleanse it all & heal the world nightly Oh so politely, never scream & shout You don’t have a problem with the world Think again; better let it out Ok, it’s death to ego Peace & the love to the world That’s what we know I’m on all things that I need & are peaceful Fouled once again so it’s straight to the free throw swish What does he know? Only speak with the hero in a way like this Shake the earth with my words, when I say like this Pretty calm til the winter comes on days like this Good news for all involved, I’ve changed ways like this I know who is backing me up I’ve learned to live & lose no temper Love I can’t get enough As if my mind is in the river Flowing, never be stuck I’m fighting through it Just to prove that I Can move without touch Can’t you feel it, don’t you hear it? It’s that ringing in your brain Like just barely supersonic & it’s really just the same As the world but which is louder as it’s softer turned to grain Every thought is golden if the work is done the same I find it likely, I be sitting on the high key Cleanse it all & heal the world nightly I find it likely, I be sitting on the high key Cleanse it all & heal the world nightly I find it likely, I be sitting on the high key Cleanse it all & heal the world nightly Oh so politely, never scream & shout You don’t have a problem with the world Think again; better let it out
3.	victimize 03:52	lyrics	buy track
I love what you say I don’t bruise so it’s ok I love what you do Although you leave me confused I love what you say Though you hurt me yesterday I love what you do Victims leave, what do I choose? Swear there’s another way I swear that she’ll be different Maybe another day Ignore what my soul would say I’ve developed a problem Like, should I go home today? Why am I worried you’ll leave me? Why do I make this so easy? Just tell me you need me Please tell me you need me I cannot go any further like I am now How can I change if I’m slowing down? I try to stop but you blow right past Ive been left on my ass Don’t you dare say my name You hurt but I’m feeling pain I’ll stab myself in the eye On god I won’t live this lie All this time and I feel the shame Ain’t do shit but I’ll take the blame Working hard while you playing games Off and on but you still the same You killed the snakes and the seeds of doubt In my mind but I didn’t know That the venom stayed and those trees would grow You said you’d heal me but I don’t know Yeah, I got something to do Yeah, you got something to do Why do you say that there’s something then flip on your word like there’s something to prove? I do not know this Flower like lotus where did I...? I cannot go this Any longer so let’s roll it and smoke it and go... I got to go from this mental state Odd in the ways that you contemplate Stuck on your island for many days Hurting myself, so I sailed away In spite of my love Spite of the rub Spite of the ways of the witness You fit like a glove or rather knife Once and again I I love what you say I don’t bruise so it’s ok I love what you do Although you leave me confused I love what you say Though you hurt me yesterday I love what you do Victims leave, what do I choose?
4.	lazarus zone ft. theloneliest monk 03:02	lyrics	buy track
That’s not happening now Space between us grows Still someway, somehow I’m tuned into the zone Tuned into the zone That’s not happening now Space between us grows Still someway, somehow I’m tuned into the zone Tuned into the zone I’m honestly glad that none of this worked out I’m glad that I’m finally home If there’s something of value in ashes It’s the strength to build life on my own I should’ve known Look, I don’t pretend to be anybody else Let it be clear that you can’t do the same things that I do I’m in ya main vein & I prove I can do anything, what’s the move I can turn old symphonic into new Lemme chill, lemme cool ‘fore I do Turn all ya energy into the food For the heart, mind, body, & soul Go where the frequency’s low Stay away from all the things Keep them close enough to know For the heart, mind, body & soul Tell yourself, yes tell yourself You know everything For the heart, mind, body, & soul Go where the frequency’s low Stay away from all the things Keep them close enough to know For the heart, mind, body & soul ...trust. That’s not happening now Space between us grows Still someway, somehow I’m tuned into the zone Tuned into the zone That’s not happening now Space between us grows Still someway, somehow I’m tuned into the zone Tuned into the zone
5.	marching band [break I] 01:58	lyrics	buy track
I’m gonna keep rappin until I get tired of it Saints & sinners all alike on the fence Don’t you know you can’t tire the kid I been this way all my life I been keeping the time in my head from the field Y’all just been sitting in bleachers I’m out there leading the band A baton in my hand & y’all still ain’t believers Ain’t nobody give a pity party over here Cause we do what we mean to Momma taught me to be anybody I should keep on the path & just see it through Spending hours with the music is like Finding purpose for the first time in life Honest homie I’ve been feelin alive Knowing that we are divine in the mind So tut it up Stay in the line Don’t rough it up I spent too much time Blocking all the blessings I find Can’t fuck it up Imma get hotter than summer on week day While you burn up real good in the sun When I start it you know it’s the downbeat Get ya spine in alignment as one Here we go One time for the team Two times for the green Three times what it is Four times that it seemed Y’all don’t get the meaning behind the composition Stop for a second and really listen Wait for the whistle to go? I’ve been ready to start and I’m in position I gotta stay all on my toes I gotta go get from the lows I gotta go win for the team So I gotta act like I know
6.	9 at 5 ft. max vista 04:00	lyrics	buy track
Wake in the morning I’m yawning but getting up Taking time to take it slow I’m sleep I can’t get enough Damn It’s too cold in this bathroom Gotta hop in the shower Gotta get to this classroom Right, let’s go Gotta split, get on the road 9 years chasing where to go Hard to get paid for a show I’ve been coolin out, kickin it Stayin on the bright side’s good side It’s night outside, I don’t know Couple of minutes buried in the snow Like here we go Pray for light cause my vision’s hazy Off the thoughts that I’m going crazy Relax my mind, they won’t let me maybe Separate me, I’m concentrating I’ve been out here on a vibe I been coolin on the low I got everything ya need Turn a record to a show I’ve been out here on a vibe Chasing where the body flow If you ask me what I need Take me where the mind can go From the turnstile to the tropical I'm paying what I owe I’ve chased the all seeing eye The almighty dollar They don't like em cause he's darker and unsolvable I've resigned to go "ten hut" & my hours are off nominal Scratching with pen & taking notes down Not studious but I’m paving a path Follow me on this journey to no stress I get that Around these days I kick raps Some headphones & a silk cap with some blunt wraps You can have the Managed corporat-ing All talent mis-allocating American black hating (Yeah you know what this is) I proceed with super calculating My situation I'm changing Tell Sammy boy that I'm leaving (& taking my biz) I travel the world, with the peace of mind I'm never by my lonesome Failing to cast judgement Is failing to throw the stone, son Y’all just don't give a damn I’mma be who I am I can take carefree hands & lay them across your lands Pray for light cause my vision’s hazy Off the thoughts that I’m going crazy Relax my mind, they won’t let me maybe Separate me, I’m concentrating I’ve been out here on a vibe I been coolin on the low I got everything ya need Turn a record to a show I’ve been out here on a vibe Chasing where the body flow If you ask me what I need Take me where the mind can go Salute the real, recruit to shoot the steel Boots and shady deals Eating nasty meals But you can get a set of brand new wheels Whats it really worth, black man, been fighting war since birth Serving someone that hates me is not the reason I am on this earth What about what i need Sam Mind a jungle like Vietnam Moving on has been the fucking plan I don’t care if you don’t understand I need something for me soul, there’s something that really means more to me You never have full control of me Bird in a box, I got more to see I got loud pack in the blunt now Need a quarter back when I touch down Catching up cause I ain’t been around If you doubt a nigga you a fucking clown I will never be owned again Bitch I put that on god n em I got my own time to spend I’m free from those that condescend Ten toes planted time to win, grinding till I get it right I picked happy over wealth, peaceful how I sleep at night Hard to fright, solid throughout any controversy I’m too focused, y’all be blurry, you can’t hurt me nigga Pray for light cause my vision’s hazy Off the thoughts that I’m going crazy Relax my mind, they won’t let me maybe Separate me, I’m concentrating I’ve been out here on a vibe I been coolin on the low I got everything ya need Turn a record to a show I’ve been out here on a vibe Chasing where the body flow If you ask me what I need Take me where the mind can go
7.	the 14th 02:55	lyrics	buy track
lil myke wipe the tears from ya eyes its the moment you’ve been waiting for buly the time to go so hard in the paint you alive given five of your time; nine to the grind smell the coffee there’s Folgers in your cup I know you feeling sloppy I know you think you’re not enough it’s cool, we at the top you know you standing six foot plus act like you ain’t got the skill? like you ain’t got the will? stop it mom & pop already gave the blessing cleo j instilled the faith quit all the guessing during the summer back in 2015 you learned that life was all too real you determined the dream the tools to be the greatest are seldom for the wicked don’t matter bout the spirit if the heart isn’t in it you’ll always be wealthy in the knowledge & the pocket not even foolish habits have the power to stop it it’s true that you had fiascos couldn’t hold onto green a little over concerned about the 1st and 15th chill out about your weight nigga, who cares if you lean keep perspective, keep it pushing bro you’ll see what I mean quoting Daddy to t momma always on the team brother’s love is all I need homies know the smile gleam speakin the truth in a lunch bag keeping alone like the hunchback finding myself in a wash rag keeping my health like I need that all in my mind I’m speaking positivity knowing I never could lose ready for anything even the bad the life that I choose never put anything past anybody else cause I could do it myself gotta be real with the one in my skin I believe I ain’t going to hell so I’ll get it myself all the emotion could tell I just be feeling the swell all in the heart all up inside of the sky all down inside of the well something is pulling me to close to you I can’t just do what I’m supposed to do I kept the tongue in the holster, who want it & cannot afford to lose its young fifth dimension coming from the far side cant deny the force that is my foot across ya backside all my team in unison y’all shit like a crack pipe light it up & blow away we dapping on the black side all you wanna do is rap, no matter the flow live ya life & give it back, the universe knows you have you good intentions knows you want the mentions know you see the signs knows you fight the tension I see you got an album bubblin with a name so obvious all the people probably wonder if it’s game but it’s not tho, peace to all my brothers doing right never tip toe, word to all my ladies feeling bright never get low, unless you choose to do it for the right move along I promise you, he’s finally found his wife that’s his light, Michael I swear you better do her right said the word about three times, there’s a message never slight business as usual, I know that you’ll stay true happy birthday, always yours, 27 years to you I’m talking about you spilling some tea, it’s never lies me & you til the end hello world, I’ve arrived numbuh 5
8.	night:day 04:21	lyrics	buy track
I spend every single day just a little less shook while I channel creativity & vibes for a look what’s it’s took just to reach here today it’s been a long time since I’ve come from the dirt where I’d play what a time close my eyes & see it in the mind reflect upon the history of Michael & you’ll find the root of no evil root of no cause lived a mental life never stuck behind the bars still I stick behind the words that I say for the bond is only thing of value in this world and beyond I won’t lament things I’ve lost here never that I refuse to hold this fear dear to the heart, nah for real it’s on the psyche no more room for the doubt it can bite me no less is everything on me & it’s frightening oh, do I tread on the day very lightly nah, imma gonna take that thang runnin shine bright with the light bestowed upon me & I’m sunnin’ blessed? you best believe it. victory in everything I do, my truth, is never defeated victory in everything I do, my truth never competed with any of y’all why give my all when I’m bouncing my head off the wall already good much taller than what you would call opponents not the height but the way you walk when you want it the way you talk when you own it the way you know that you good the way you are never bothered the way it is understood from the time the sun stands tall to light up the sky til the moment that we rest and you kiss it goodbye it’s all love from the core of the heart towards the core imma spar looking forward to tomorrow sick of stupid prizes for stupid games what’s the point if the end result is all the same? sick of playing with niggas I’m sick of playing around with my time I wanna talk my shit but don’t want the blame cause I’m a spitter, no one or two hitter quitter I’m known to leave niggas bitter you must consider I’ve been at this since a younger version of nothing that you can get rid of the doctor is in, professor is here correcting the scene, directing the fear oh, you know it seems I have to learn and teach the children I’m not your father but I’m definitely in the building & you will respect the man of the house I’m not hearing ya mouth unless you step correct takes nothing but respect so keep it real that’s all I ask of anybody & you’re just a body that’s in my face, my page, my shows, my space you’re not even the top eight of your mothers top greatest achievements of all time you’ve fucked with the wrong one I’ve no patience and less time I’ve no radar, just bust rhymes it’s what I’m built to do give it to you like the first rays of the sun never get to comfortable every day ends & the night can be loud & my skin is real thick & I promise you will break before I even break a sweat lest we all forget, where we really stand the last time I went to check we’re all on common land so really what’s the deal you mad at me because my progress makes you feel a way about how I’ve been minding my business and getting to it as if I’m fucking magic as if you can’t do it too? as if I’m standing in your path to be the greatest its a mirror, that’s just you nigga, worry bout yourself that’s essential to your health, wealth, & welfare this is spiritual warfare all of you niggas should do better it’s not complicated at all this is spiritual warfare I’d rather be around a bunch of winners we just get it how we live this is spiritual warfare I’ll take a seat at the council over the head of the table I can’t do this for me & pave no path for the able from night to day & back again I promise nothing but my truth coming from nowhere but my pen nowhere but my sin my experience
9.	don't trip [break II] 03:12	lyrics	buy track
I want do what I want to. Hurry up right now. Hurry up right now. For the cool thoughts & good vibes that slip into dream Don’t feel real it’s the brain so it seems Smile real big, shake a hand, be the beam Stand up straight, bear the weight of The whole world Like it’s simple or something I’m been walking on horizons & been thinking to much Again, it’s too close, I don’t trust me enough I can muddle through muddy waters & piss off somebody daughter I don’t know what’s wrong everyday’s like My heads splittin, the bread slipping On and on it don’t stop The good things that load like A whole bunch of C-4, I just might Blow past the heavens & keep on going Ain’t a nigga in the way that can match my tone All this time spent training in a way my own Same name, same team from the blood to the bone so don’t trip Don’t trip Don’t trip Be cool Stay calm Don’t trip I’m gon do what I want to. Hurry up right now. Hurry up right now.
10.	good time 03:48	lyrics	buy track
one time for the fun one shot then I’m done I’m here for a good time I’m here for a good time one time for the real & it’s fuck off; how you feel? I’m here for a good time I’m here for a good time knock back have another one can you tell me if I burn slow tell I’m the one, I’m that nigga & I’m closer, closer to the sun face a joint & then I’m lifted off can’t believe I’m here right now I’m gonna do anything that I want I know how to medicate & I can break it down with the moon stone I can levitate this is a celebration I’m of a foreign nation it took a really long time got here through meditation I’ve been ill; no quarantine step back from in front of me I’ve seen things eyes can’t believe spot then judge with no reprieve bow there goes another, I’m drinking up now we’re all medicated in some way know it’s over here, when the sun say make ya exit down the run way one time for the fun one shot then I’m done I’m here for a good time I’m here for a good time one time for the real & it’s fuck off; how you feel? I’m here for a good time I’m here for a good time what is a phone screen to the touch? I just want all that I can feel go on tell me is this the best thing? tell me that this is real different day, same cycle I’ve had way too much to drink go on tell me is this the best thing? tell me what do you think? I’m not in here often I’m just minding my business go on tell me is this the best thing? tell me that you’re my witness I know baby girl in the back I can get my shit for the low I’ve considered myself the Mac I’m just scrolling through on my phone what do you know? knock back have another one can you tell me if I burn slow tell I’m the one, I’m that nigga & I’m closer, closer to the sun face a joint & then I’m lifted off can’t believe I’m here right now asking anybody here for help y’all just can’t imagine what I need off shits with the Drunken Fist swift kicks to the drunken fiends throw in the towel give it all up thor with the hammer bringing the lightning yet again somebody help me, need a friend so much to do before the end black man walk with your head high cause you dope black man make yourself proud before the folks black man it’s always possible to let somebody down somebody crowned you the king of the reverent convene with the heavens & live one time for the fun one shot then I’m done I’m here for a good time I’m here for a good time one time for the real & it’s fuck off; how you feel? I’m here for a good time I’m here for a good time
11.	divine minds III 04:31	lyrics	buy track
I’ve bottled determination but it’s come out of me mixed with some aspiration served with a side of patience I’ve made peace with the hated it feels amazing I’ve talked with angels & demons that I’ve created there’s something here to be said cause I have sharpened the sword came for the top with a purpose ain’t no waste in my world meditating on reality where conscious is stored I’m here to reclaim my time what you mad at me for? I can hold my own and build a name flawed like anyone but closer to the things you’d call insane death before I’m done is a like cruel joke in the sense of things travel zone to zone & then unite em so they say my name my songs they play they ask me things like “what you doing?” man, I’m living it up I plan to do it till my hearts had enough or my ambition, they cuff I have a dream & ain’t no callin my bluff I write for love cause money ain’t enough When I pull up on the promised land I know that I’ve given All I that I can give in my life Full of sinning G-o-d willin Lord, we on a mission Never wander from the struggle Always dreaming so vivid I’ve been content in the season I’ve had intent to believe in myself what other reason would I give you? I’ve made toasts to my health the coast is clear I can sail to the shore emotionless peers the sight’s always sore who is Fifth? can’t you hear? just another & he’s giving you more aims to reach masses down to the core partial Strange, partial Stark still the Captain, here assembling form been a renegade, defending dream just out of the norm, for real run with the best of them all of my family, best of kin I’m never failing a test again run in the hall with my hand on the wall & I’m calm, relieving my stress again leaving all days of the past alone fuck it I’m broke but I’m not on my own change up the rental to buying my own I can speak the common tongue, yeah I can even keep the breath, ooh after all this I receive applauses & there’s nair a nigga to contest, ah no matter the breakage my calling is sacred I know that you hate this divine in the mind & I know that I’m never forsaken so I go When I pull up on the promised land I know that I’ve given All I that I can give in my life Full of sinning G-o-d willin Lord, we on a mission Never wander from the struggle Always dreaming so vivid lord help me I have a question, tell me preacher, is it the God in man or the believer? When I pull up on the promised land I know that I’ve given All I that I can give in my life Full of sinning G-o-d willin Lord, we on a mission Never wander from the struggle Always dreaming so vivid
12.	life is good 02:55	lyrics	buy track
I don’t want no part of this life I gotta go, break out tonight wake in the morning, my eyes on the moon lay down my head for they turn out the lights why? is all this noise so damn serious none of you people make sense yell in my face all that you want I circumvent now my last twelve probably spent in a book reading titles on foreign idols the people mistook I see deities in mirrors never demons & crooks son of man, I think I am but still I snatch with the hook ok? say goodbye now take a second & cry now cant have it any that you want at least try now buddy but don’t try me, I’m a travelin man once a savage by the circumstance you won’t understand life is good don’t have no worries on my mind I’m free family everything is fine life is good same circumstance meeting the same grind you’re only as dope as the last rhyme life is good don’t you worry what I’m doing with my life as far as I’m concerned these are highlights life is good keep watching me know that you follow well I don’t know the destination just know I’ll never fail might as well win I’m so anxious; readily gain weight which means that I can’t preach a lesson I can’t take trained on the snake way chasing a great ape I’ve been developing speed you’ve been developing late surrounded myself in kk flying up to the heavens sparring sessions with the gods & finding my final weapon stepping out of the chamber there’s danger for all you rockstars & entertainers I’m not your typical stranger I’m deathly serious to a fault yeah you really should know touch any family or friends guarantee that I’m knocking your nose off as I’m dropping these blows off I’m getting stronger everyday son gohan with the books son goku with the save life is good don’t have no worries on my mind I’m free family everything is fine life is good same circumstance meeting the same grind you’re only as dope as the last rhyme life is good don’t you worry what I’m doing with my life as far as I’m concerned these are highlights life is good keep watching me know that you follow well I don’t know the destination just know I’ll never fail might as well win

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infinitylimit presents: "how (eye) feel" an album by Vᵀᴴ.

I quit my day job last year and then spent the majority of the time that followed, figuring myself out and building myself back up. This album is a walk through that self realization. It's the set up for the rest of my life. So welcome and please enjoy this. I had an incredible time making it.

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released July 19, 2019

Mixed/mastered by Tyler Wrighteous for 9th Nimbus

Production by Tyler Wrighteous, Brazzy, Max Vista, & M o o n

Music Video for "Victimize"; directed by Paul Guzman
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